宝贝HubbY♥

对不起我的宝贝hubby,
你有烦恼的时候,
我不能帮你什么..
只会无理取闹..
真的对不起..
不要再失踪了,
找不到你的感觉很难受,很想你..
有什么事可以和我说,
虽然我知道我帮不上忙,
可是我可以用心听你说的每一字每一句..
不管怎样,
我现在想的是..
明天好好和我的宝贝Hubby
过我们的第一个,
♥NEW YEAR EVE♥...

30/12

i miss you..my HUBBY.. :D
cant fall asleep le..><
waiting for hubby awake... :D

23th,24th,25th

你陪我有好几天了,好开心...
不明白..请原谅我的自私..
你说过的,生日的正日只留给对方..
我的留给了你,你的呢?
我没有不体谅你..只是真的不开心..
我知道不应该,你累了需要休息..
非常抱歉我的不体谅..
X'mas Eve..开开心心的和你过..
到最后还是不开心..
见到了不应该而我也接受不到的事情..
我真的很不开心..
X'mas..想你来找我..
你说没有钱,不找我了..
我想不一定有钱就可以找我的..
你是我的男朋友..我什么都不介意..
我回到家了,想和你说说话..
你说和朋友在玩,喝酒..
不知时间回家..
我说我等你..
你就不要我等你,说明天要找起床..
我只想和你说说话..
你不给我..
很难吗?
连续三天的刺激,我真的很难受很伤心..
我要开学了,你也要开始忙工作了..
那时候,想你找我,我真的不敢开口了...
怕你太累..
对不起..每次都让你觉得我不明白你的感觉..
是我的错..

the happiest thing.

this morning i had shocked by a nightmare..i'm so scared..because the dream is about hubby..><..i hate the feeling..i message hubby..and then he just reply me a msg..the message make me feel comfort,happy..the message is the 1st time hubby make me feel comfort with the message..feel warm..feel touch.. that hubby never send me..=)

you said:"Haha..Come on..Sleep beside me..Then laopo will know the dream are fake and wont happen..i can let laopo take my hand and shoulder to be laopo pillow when sleep..My mouth can be the story book to say story till laopo fall asleep..and my body can be warm machine in the night if laopo want..and the last is..Leg..it use for lock up laopo wont so easily fall down from bed.."=)

hubby hubby..i want to write it down..i want to note it down..when i'm boring i can see back here..i'm happy with you hubby..although we will quarrel sometimes..

i love you..♥

我好想哭 :'(

这几天你怎么了? 我好烦恼..不明白..
问了你,你总说没事..是真的没事吗?
还是心里放着放着..可以告诉我吗?
我不喜欢这样的你!! 我喜欢以前的你!!
你说自由..给彼此自由..
可是,你不觉得放太多了吗?
说真的, 我要回以前的你..
我不要现在的你..我不要自由了..
如果你给的自由其实弄到你不开心,
为什么还要这样的让我呢?
现在的你,我很担心,很害怕..
你对我,比以前真的是冷很多很多了..
我不知要怎样告诉你,告诉你,
你一定会说没事没事..
明明就有事!!为什么还要逞强?
你知道心痛的感觉吗?
你知道有话说不出口的感觉吗?
你知道我每天说想念你的时候,
我是真的真的在想你吗?
你知道我说我爱你的时候,
是真的真的想爱你一辈子吗?
你知道你的改变,
是真的真的伤到我的心吗?
你知道我是多么多么的希望
你不要每次什么事都放在心里吗?
你可以不要什么都自己决定吗?
你嘴巴说出口的"老婆",
是为了让我放心你的每件事而说的吗?
我每一天都在想!!
想了又想..想了又想..
好想哭!! 不敢让你听到我哭..
不敢让你听到我心碎的声音..
好害怕你会觉得自己不够好...
我到底该怎么办? :'(

你可不可以

你可不可以。

可以看穿我的逞强。
可以保护我的脆弱。

不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候
就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。

不要在我笑笑的 不说话的时候
就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。

不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候
就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。

我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前
就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说[我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看]。

我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。
然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。
然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。

我要嫁的那个人
不一定要是高高瘦瘦的 但是一定要干干净净

我要嫁的那个人
不一定要会甜言蜜语 但是一定要有好的脾气

我要嫁的那个人
不一定要帅气又多金 但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心

我要嫁的那个人
一定会从我们牵手那刻起 对我说
从今天起 我们有福同享 有难我当

我要嫁的那个人
一定要霸道些 他会对我说 我认定你了 就赖你了
你就是我一个人的 我不许别人走近你

我要嫁的那个人
一定会支持我减肥 却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的
然后说 吃吧 不管你多胖我都要你

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手
对我说 要跟我走

我要嫁的那个人
一定会明白老婆是用来疼的
而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着
然后逗我说 你生气的样子 好丑

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪
然后告诉我 乖 不哭 有我在呢

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在我累的时候 伸出手臂 很心疼的说 抱抱

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在睡觉前跟我说 你要早点睡觉 晚安

我要嫁的那个人
一定会把我带回家 对他妈说 看 这是我给你找的儿媳妇
然后对我说 这是咱妈

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子 顶着一片湛蓝的天
笑着对我说 我们该有个家了
.

my self-fighteous

super super bad mood today..Today we have the unpleasant..I do not like today, you said something heavy, you said from the beginning to now I did not even know you..you know I How sad? is my fault, my self-righteous to think you really know you..I'm sorry you feel bad..you know what the feeling of heartache? I quite understand.."heartache "is engraved in my heart forever..I think you will understand my reason..I do not mind I think you will understand..I thought I give you the confidence you will understand..I think I my love will let you forget the unhappy past..is my fault..sorry..I had not understood..all you said time will tell all..but why you are so quickly recognized me? how about you said de time? Why you always say not enough know!!!! why can be so quick to identify what kind of person I am? because of the mistakes, would be so cold? Do you know, I remember what you said, I remember what I've done..but it does not mean I do not turn over..I do not think you are a drag, because two people love each other and together with, I said, no one is perfect..Do not think that who is who drag..every time you when you discuss our problems..i hate the feeling..because I do not know when your next one message is to tell me..because I do not want to hear what you have to give up on me, I understand the information you enough .. my heart finally healed because of you .. finally meet you, can you please do not give up so easily? Sorry, there is one thing haven tell you .. I'm definitely 100%, believe it or not depends on you..you said what you want to change our minds, no can stop you..what you want me to quit, and if I do not sincerely want to quit, I will not quit the..I quit because I really really want to quit..you said TIME...give a time...how long u want? i really dono...i hate TIME!!!!! ;(

movie movie movie

很想看“陈真”的电影..你约我了..
还蛮期待等下和你去看戏的..
看来你一定是赶不上看戏的时间了..
我也不像你那么累,那么晚在下来找我..
我告诉你再找时间看,你说明天..
本来以为今晚上和你看戏,我的时间都分好了..
这样变来变去,会弄乱我的时间..
你又说星期六,我怕到那天又看不成..
你开口约我,我答应了,也在期待着..
怕到头来又变来变去,我怕星期六又是这样..
对不起我刚才的语气..
算了..没关系..
以后我都等你得空才见我吧..
你都知道我的时间一定分到给你的.. ;(

RavenLee

A few days ago you told me you have thought about giving up me..why?
You really like me, that's not the power should be exhausted to think
about how you solve this problem?
I try hard not to make you worry about me. .
because I really like you ..
i'm willing to do what i can do for you...
I know you have to work to support the family..
sometimes in trouble for money..
in fact I really did not do mean,
I just do not want you think we do not issue,
and I want to talk to you...
well I was very afraid of you tell me you're tired, you want to sleep..
not because if my selfish...
is because everytime the phone with you, I would be very reluctant to..really...
I know I talk a lot of topics, because I just have lots to talk to you..
feel sorry..if I sometimes say that if the topics make you feel uncomfortable..
I hope you understand that I really do not want to lose you..
with you .. I do not want anything..
to have you at my side, I feel comfortable,
very happy,
very safe,
very comfortable..
and sometimes I might say about some topic,
you will wonder why I always talk about money..
I am not the girl who greedy for money..
the money for me really, really not that important..
I have to say, i want the ordinary you,
I really do not want you to do the job..
because everytime you get to see the number of wrong
and have to subsidize
and become moody...
to family and job, you are tough enough..
as a girlfriend, i should support you..
i just listen to you..
feel you..
I do not want to pressure you when talk to you..
so, I would like to make you laugh some topics,
so that you think I am silly..
you happy, I would happily...
please dont misunderstanding my real meaning..
i ♥ you,Raven Lee..

the only YOU

as this type of girl like me really cant think too much..
darling, i felt sad what u had told me..
all is my fault..i never feel regret of our relationship that's why i no need think twice about our relationship..you told me that u are thinking..YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT IT!!
why? why want like that..i just hope to have a long lasting relationship with u only..
with you, i never think to had other new relationship again..all just you the only you..
you know how pain am i now? nothing i can do..ask you..you will always just let me..
i just want to know what are u thinking now..can tell me? from the truth if your heart..did you feel wrong from the start till now? how can i do just will make u confidence of me? how? i want u feel confidence with me..i want u feel happy always with me..i want you feel safety with me..i want u feel comfortable with me..that's all i want..i want u HAPPY..is it so hard?
sorry darling, i know i'm wrong..very sorry..
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry..
i really dont wanna LOST you..
really..please dont leave me alone.. :(

too trusthing

Talked so long that i just know you would not believe me.
I so naive as to think you really do not worry about me.
I really stupid.
what You say I will believe,i never feel doubt on you.
you say no worry about is not worried.
I really Believed.
You tell me that the "do not believe", I really hurt.
From before I went out, my heart wanted to go home early for the next.
so that i will not let you worry about.
sorry for making you think too much.
it's my fauth.
Good Night.

A conclusion after our talks♥

Feel as though you are not good enough for me,

but you are wrong.

Actually you I'm fine, I'm satisfied.

I ask for much,

I like people who just want good to me,

cherish me enough.

Although you gave me not much time,

but, I also like to enjoy the time with you.

I like your thoughtful,

I like you say"i do not know".

Believe me, as a girlfriend,

really good Hope good hope you stood by me at all times.

Pick me up from school every day,

eating,

watching movies,

shopping.

But I can not so selfish.

I have to think for you, understand you.

To tell you the last time,Mr.Lee!!

I have not complained to you before,

please do not think too much.

Also, I do not regret with you,

I understand you,

I cherish every time we meet

And I love you. ♥

darling is moodY

this is what i type to my beloved darling just now at FB because of his moody.. :)
hehe...i type :"hey..my tummy darling..although i dono why your unreason moody is happen with so sudden..but i wont ask you why..just hope tomorrow is a go0d day for you.. ;)
i wiLL support you whatever you wanna do..dont worry..you still got ME.. :)
if you got anything still confusing you..please find ME.. :D
i'm always with you..always on caLL y0.. :P
♥love♥ YOU and go0d night loh.. :>
ps:d0nt think to0 ya..^.^"

hohohohoho..darling darling..
please dnt feel touch and smile yourself infront of the computer yo..
because this is what i suppose to do one..hahaha.. :D

♥..魔羯座♥..

darling,
it's your horoscope..
跟魔羯座情人在一起，
虽然无趣了点，但却会让你很安心。
无趣是来自他的保守内敛，
安心是源自于他的沉稳坚毅。
面对这样的情人，你当然不能硬碰硬，
他即使不动怒，也会让你碰"硬"钉子。
既然硬的不行，就来软的呗!
记住"柔性劝说"加"长期抗战"，
总有一天你会等到他点头。
i wiLL do it as the note said..;)
♥LOVE you♥

broken heart

你只想不透你自己要什么...那我呢? 我要什么你知道吗?

sorry darling dnt tell you that♥

just finished through your called,not sleepy..
on the phone,you told me that this year your birthday your friend will help you celebrated..i felt shocked..suddenly aLL my planned gone already..
i thought you wiLL celebrate with me on 23rd..the only date that your birth..
i dnt blame you darling..
just thought your birthday i wiLL be the people organized your birthday..
because you told me before that your 21st birthdya wont so big celebrated..
hmm...i think:"not good..not good..must do something special for you.."
*from the present start*
think wanna do a handmade card for you..
coz handmade mah..sure special one..=)
present think wanna buy something special..
make a handmade cake for you..=)
think wanna ask laichee them..celebrated with you..
at least wanna sing a birthday song to you..
*next,the location celebrated..sure wiLL be secret one..shhh~~..=D* hmm...although not a big celebrate for you..
at least,wiLL make u feel warm...
hmm..nevermind lah..still got next year..next next year..
darling, if you saw this post..
please dont unhappy..
please dont blame yourself..
is i dnt follow you to PaPar one..
and i also know you hope i was beside you on that happy time
BUT i just scared will make trouble to you..
i just hope nothing trouble things make you worry
And your birthday will be the most happiest people on your own party..
hope you dont mind..
♥LOVE♥ you..

SAD

feel stress..dono wanna type what at here..just think here is the place that my feeling will shout-out at here..darling..i dono why...can tell me actually what happen? T.T so suffer you know? i dont want just be a fool here...i wanna know what happen actually...i wanna know!! last night i think whole night..i still dono what's the problem now! i keep cry and cry and cry..i'm waiting for you until i fall asleep..you just reply me at 5.07am with a short msg that i donowhat's the meaning about..just-->"Sorry..is my fault..soon will be okay de..nite nite dear.." i'm happy because we 2gether already 1month le..although it's short time..but the feeling for me is different! i will appreciate you..you promise me..you will told me your problem..but..since last friday till now..izit you stil angry me? last friday,both of us contact lost so many many many le..i dont want like tat..i want you still the same..stil the same darling without change anything bah..!! if u happy,then happy..if you really mad or sad,please dont face it alone ok? you still have ME..anything,you can just tell me..if it is my false,please tell me..i will change it..I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU,LOVE YOU SO MUCH..please dnt make anything that can change our relationship..i MISS you..T.T

to my MR.Lee

so miss you my darling.. T.T
hmm..felt shocked this morning you will called me..haha XD
just very happy..=)
last night..sorry for making you worry darling... T.T
i really not in good mood that time..
just will go drink with friend.. =(
darling..very sorry..
and sorry about sometimes my altitude was so rude..
when you really tired of whole day worked..
but i'm still holding you to continue talked phone with me..
coz i really very so so so damn miss you.. =)
thank you for my darling's understanding,accommodate me..
i wiLL always beside you,my darling Mr.Lee~ =D

My Darling -YOU-

Unconsciously we have be together 2weeks and 4days le..=)
hmm..although only see you once a week..it is enough for me..
My darling YOU are the fool, whatever, is the lack of confidence..><
i like your good..
i like your concern..
i love you aLL..aLL the way you treat me..
i do not want you to use all the love for me..
As long as you have,no matter how deep,i would like you..
Your heart is a maze,require very long time to reach the destination..
However,it does not matter..
I have plenty of heart,and strive to find the destination that i want..
And the love that you believe..=)

♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸Tummy¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

tummy,喜欢在你身上留下属於我的印记，
却不曾记起你从未属於过我...=(
如果有一天，
不再喜欢你了，
我的生活会不会又像从前那样堕落，颓废...
我不想再要那样的生活...

所以，

在我还没有放弃你之前...

请你,

至少要喜欢上我...=)

你的出现

加上今天..我认识你有2个月10天了...=)
20/4, 我们认识..就这样..慢慢地了解你..
真不明白你在想什么...我已经开口了..你也知道了..
那为什么呢? 就因为no confidence?
他们说你喜欢我..可是...........................
真不懂咧...haiz...或许还是太早了,认识的时间还很短...
没关系....可以慢慢来...=) tummy...

wat about LOVE

爱情到底是什么呢? 我真的不明白..常常困在里面的我, 好想知道"它"究竟是什么..有什么意义..为什么常令人又快乐又伤心难过? 那么, 男生的心究竟在想些什么呢? 很难明白...爱你, 喜欢你的时候对你很好, 很爱护你...不爱你, 不喜欢你的时候, 总把你丢的远远的..怎么可以这样? 说不爱就不爱, 说不喜欢就不喜欢..想你的时候就找你, 和别的女生在一起的时候就把你抛在脑后..想珍惜的却又来不及, 不想牵扯的偏偏环绕在你身边..人难道是真的要等到失去后才会懂得珍惜吗? 想好好爱, 却不被珍惜.. 人就是那么的现实..全都看在外表!!!

boredXD

just saw ur fb..hmm..can feel that u happy with her now..
my heart fuLL OF painful..dono why..T.T

new MaY..

assignment done..started holiday..feel boring..nothing to do..T.T
so FAN ar!!! arghhh...~~>< keep got bian tai disturbing me...isshh....dono how...
wat i said...they dnt understand...!!!!
gosh~~~~!!! nowadays...i'm no need any caring from u guys...feel scared to guy...hate guy...
if not really love me..please!! leave me far away...no need u guys so care about me!! i hate ppl who always say love me,cant live without me,miss me....hate ppl who just know me for few days then told me wanna b my bf...HATE....please dont so rude to me..i really can accept so many hurt again...please....please leave far away from me...T.T no need those pitiest from u guys...i just WANT A LONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP! isit so hard for me...just that simple things that i want it..just so SIMPLE...why...it's olwez far from me....T.T

真的很想你

尝试不再去想知道你的消息..总是办不到..
不懂究竟是自己的执着还是不肯面对事实..
总会不知不觉地查看你的消息..
慢慢的发觉,你开始渐渐的,快快地远离了我..
现在的我...喜欢用功课来麻醉自己..
喜欢把烦恼放在身边一大堆..
只有这样我才能完完全全用心地去做一件事，
而不是把你放在我脑海中,无时无刻都在想你..
知道你过得很好..都在忙功课..最近还考试..加油咯...

ANGrY!!!!!!!

angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;(
why why why....aLL my fren oso like tat~!!!! 被背叛的感觉很不好受~!! 这次是第二次了~~!!!!!!

模糊的答案

等了那么多天..你终于说出你心里话了..
看了信息后,心里真的不好受...
好不明白..到底发生什么事..
你始终不肯告诉我...为什么要这样..
我宁愿你告诉我,你不喜欢我了还是你觉得我很坏,不喜欢这样的女生..
至少是一个答案..我甘愿...
现在的你,答案都不肯给我...
忧伤涌上心头,没有什么比这更难受..
忍住眼泪想说..真的很想把你挽留..
为什么你要离开我? 是不是我做错什么?
心好痛..是不是我付出的不够多?
曾经爱的那么深都付出所有..到最后还是我一个..现在也是一样..
你说过"i wiLL regret if i don't meet you, i wiLL regret if i miss you out.."
现在你却对我说我们没结果...
原来所谓的爱情是这样脆弱..
现在只好安慰自己说别太过执着.
.默默自己一个接受你做出这自私的决定...
因为我相信你..

The "4th" DaY

15-3-2010=The 4th DaY=
sing yee birthday..went spot pub with her..and her bf and her bf's cousin...
dono y...when saw her feeL wanna CRY..
feeL that she so safety to me..
mayb for me,she is the ppl who can make me listen more to her..
AND you..Mit caLL u out..u dnt wan..she take my number u give..
but u never ask me wat happen she take my number...
then sing yee try to caLL u...u dnt ans..*mayb u faLL asleep again..nvm geh..*
but when i'm home..cant tahan jor...i msg u..wait ur reply..til today,morning..
NO REPLY...haiz...wat happen with YOU actually? T.T *todaY is the last day..*

The "3rd" DaY

14-3-2010=The 3rd DaY=
b4 tiz 30min..starting for a new day..
and also it's the 3rd day..v dnt contact each other..
you reaLLy really so busy o0..T.T
can teLL me wat happeN mah?
damn MISS you..

The "2nd" DaY

13-3-2010=The 2nd Day=
mr.bread, YOU really dnt find me le..
mayb YOU really busy with ur examination,assignment n study..
wanna watch "Alice In Wonderland" with YOU..
YOU said "ok" de..
really MISS you..T.T

THE "1st" DAY

12-3-2010=THE 1ST DAY=
whole day YOU dnt find me..
i keeP controlled myself NOT to find YOU..
i'm stiLL waiting for YOU..
I MISS YOU
(V)
( . .)
c(")(")

wat r u thinking now?

是我对你还不够好吗? 你还不是很适应吗? 真的有那么不习惯吗? 说真的...我不懂要怎样告诉你...我一点都没有生气..而是我真的真的真的很很很伤心...不是感情深不深的问题..是你对我真的真的好陌生..我们的第一次约会..对我来说一点也不开心...我们好像很普通普通的朋友在约会...我真的想你陪在我身边...而不是对我陌生陌生的...说真的..不懂我对你是否太急了一点..还是你根本都不想去适应你的新开始...好想知道你在想什么...可以告诉我吗?

aikzz...feel so DOWN..dono y...y others ppl family so nice..so open...y mine NOT? i noe i olwez out out out...till midnite just home...but i dont want...i not veli like to out at nite...just..at home..dono can do wat..just listen to my family said tiz not good say tat not good...olwez heard argue..T.T i want geh life not like tat d..i wan they noe me more,noe my feeling..but not olwez "tou shu" to me who not good..haiz...y their mine cant b open? WHY? feel suffer...sometimes think wanna leave tiz house..if they not so many COMPLAINT, tatz must b so good...if they not think too much,tatz must b more good..everyday i dono should use wat to face them..i really dono..i scare of them..really scare..dono their mood when is good when is bad..haiz...saw my fren's family..mind so open geh..can talk laugh..just look like very good good fren...y i cant have? wat should i do? they olwez scare i not concerntrate on my study..olwez said me like to play onli...but....like tat make me feel suffer onli..y i cant go relax with my fren to talk "xin shi"? they olwez give me those "ya li" make me think to b treachery..just think tat they not the suitable person tat i can say wat i feel,wat i think with..my friend,my biaojie and mr.bread just the person tat i can talk with...they know me..they can feel me..they can give me advice by not scolding me..they can teach me wat should i do...if my Family....wat i say they must b think to negative 1st geh...haiz...wat family i have? the ppl most important to me never ever know wat i think..they cant let me feel safety to talk with...CANT..~~!!!! i wan a real family..!!! T.T

Mr.Potat0=傻佬

应该从哪里说起呢?
认识你...是我最大的福气...=)
你很好...我很喜欢你的体贴....=)
虽然刚在一起..可是对我来说你就是有说不尽的好..
傻佬..我真的喜欢你...
虽然现在不是100%...可是你懂为什么...
希望你会给我一点时间...=) 傻佬...=D
Jack..i will happy always without YOU...
LeiLei will now try 100% to 傻佬 but YOU, i will forget it...
forget my hurt,my dissapointed...
i trust 傻佬 will treat me good than YOU...
傻佬...加油to me o0...=)
sorrY o0 傻佬..
hope you dnt mind=)

ILY..IMY..

dissapear again?
haiz...where r YOU again..T.T
so miss YOU..

不能放松爱你..
can't release to loving YOU..

爱不爱我已经没关系..
lovE me or not that's doesn't matteR..

一点小伤而已..
just a little hurt only..

都怪我..
blame myself~!!

太不争气..
too selfishness..

我恨我爱你..~!!
i HATE i lovE YOU..~!!

我恨你总是对我说..
i HATE YOU always told me..

"我爱你.." "我想你"
i LOVE u..i MISS u..

好想好想你..
so so MISS YOU..

好喜欢好喜欢你..
so so LIKE YOU..

The First of FEB

一个月又过去了...今天是2月的第一天...=)
真的不懂..现在的我...
发现原来你的心,你的想法是多么的令我难以捉摸...
昨天...你竟然第一次对我发脾气...我吓到了~!!
你说有事要告诉我..我叫你现在说..你不要!!
说晚一点再讲..
真不明白有什么那么神秘...
反正你这种早已养成的神秘感..
我已经熟悉了..
到最后...你没打给我...
我还是什么都不知...不懂你...
都不懂是有什么惊天动地而且即将会令我伤心难过的事情要告诉我...
你该早说...
反正每次你打来,我都做好心理准备了...
伤透的心...早都习惯了...
不敢对你有太多的期望...
可是还会好想好想爱你的感觉...=(

hemm..Long time dnt write blog le..=) busy for my study..assignment..yamcha yamcha..driving car round here round thr..till no time write blog le..haha..=D
haiz..just now went to watch movie with fongni,kang,ahZhun n ahZhu..
so suprise that he will went to watch movie with us..^^
i went to fetch he..and ahZhun to0..when at car he suddenly said that he break with his gf to ahZhun..hmm...dono he izit wanted intent to talk in front of me..*mayb i think to0 much le* -.-"
after finish watched movie..kang,fongni n ahZhu went to play game at FunSquare..
me and ahZhun sit outside and talk talk..v talk many about ahZhu..haiz..
ahZhun told me that..i'm in his *heart* list now..haiz..
suddenly give me those problem again..dono want how..T.T
so confuse..i keep thinking keep thinking..
did i still love he? did i? how bout YOU?
haiz...want YOU to prove it to me..FAST~!!
if not..mayb..i'm going to do the craziest thing..*accept back ahZhu*
actually...i'm not going to act ahZhu as YOUr "dai ti ping"..
ahZhu is a good guy..he really good..the best bf that i ever met..
but..my heart not listen to me..keep thinking of YOU..
LAST...
want mention that YOU and ahZhu are different ppl..different world..
both of you got good and got bad..different..
not want ahZhu b YOUr "dai ti ping"
i got heart with he to0..but not as much as YOU..

31st Dec'09 went to FireflY countdown for a NEW year..=)
1st Jan'10..finish countdown..continue our clubbing time..haha..=D
12.05am YOUR call was coming..my biao jie imprudence wrong click and reject YOUR call...she told me!! i felt shocked..i quickly borrow my biao jie's bf phone ran out and called YOU...(*my phone no credit jor..T.T) YOU said YOU dont want i get hurted..so YOU dnt find me..do YOU know? YOU dnt find me..i get MORE HURT!!!
i cant accept YOU gave me the answer was like that..i cant!!! i really dont know what YOU want..if YOU dont love me..pLease!!! TELL ME..!!! i wont so hurt..
i CRY for..YOUR sudden called..
i CRY for..YOU said YOU miss me..(*not very trusted!!)
i CRY for..YOU still remember me in the NEW YEAR..
i CRY for..why YOU miss ME!!
i miss YOU..
i do really miss YOU much..
i do very LOVE YOU much..
why when i gonna to put YOU in my heart for not talking about YOU forever..
YOU will always suddenly appear in my LIFE again..!!
why?
why?
please...i do really hope that YOU will tell me YOU dont love me anymore..i dont want like a fool who always waiting for YOU everyday everytime everysecond and every 3years again and again..!!!

-MOODy-