♥my BirthdaY Wishes♥

more 17days...
my birthday is coming...
i just have a wish......
hope Mr.Y will remember and celebrate with me...
And moro he has a bsb match at Dongongon,9pm start..
laichee told me...haiz...
Mr.Y dnt find me pun...
Anyway...hope Mr.Y ♥good luck♥ in His bsb match...=(

❤For Mr.Y❤

Damn bad mood yesterday...dono y..still remember tat Mr.Y said will acc me go hang gai every Saturday...but he seemz forgot jor..haiz..T.T my fren told me said saw he at FireFly...with his fren and cousin...haiz...dono y..i msg he, he dnt reply pun...y he wan do like tat?
Mr.Y,you know i miss you de mah? You mamy days dnt find me le...why you like tat de? when i said break,you ask me to forgive...when together back,you just let me alone...you pakto memang like tat de ar? i'm your gf lur...you said feel stress,you tot me wont worry de mah? you tot me dnt want support you de mah? me oledi said tat i will always beside you...but you what also dont want to tell me...how ar? what's the pproblem between you and me actually? haiz....if you dont want me,just say it...i will nothing d...i just want know your heart still have me mah? better than looks like tai lin ngong...just always wait you wait you...what also dont know de me need you...i need you!!! need your caring, loving...
❤miss you always,Mr.Y❤

to ♥Mr.Y♥

Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y
一开始, 我以为,爱本来会很容易...
所以没有经过允许就把你放心里..
.直到后来有一天,你对我的态度...
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以...
我感动天感动地,怎么感动不了你...
明明知道你不会改变,却越来越喜欢你...
总相信爱情会有奇迹,都是我骗自己...
保持不被刺痛的距离...
怕你觉得烦...尽量少联络...
想念你...怕你不喜欢我一直找你...
怕你所谓的自由空间没有了....
就算早已忘了我自己...却还想要知道你怎样..
离开你,却求我原谅...
在一起,我永远是透明...
生病时,需要你的爱,你却不在...
想念你,还要考虑你的心情...害怕烦到你...
你到底想要怎样?
我就是这样...偏偏喜欢上你...
伤感的故事,谁真的爱听...
特别是你...怎么忍心...
转变一下有那么难吗?
对你的感情,一直累积...
我应该怎么办?
Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y ♥Mr.Y

Beloved ♥Y Y♥

long time dnt write blog le...donno want how to start..23th Sept..i just together with a guy(YY)..donno why...he is so special for me...i fall in love with he...but....he seems still treat me not good enuf...but i can how? he so "da nan ren"...but i just like he..donno why...i'm olwez the stupid girl...olwez fall in love with the guy who was bad bad bad...laichee olwez said me stupid..frenz oso say so....but my style is like tat..haiz...today i wait YY find me...but he whole day dnt find me o0...so miss he...T.T
i msg he...
Me:"helo..whr r u ar?"
YY:"at hum.."
Me:"r u busy?"
YY:"no ar..y?"
Me:"y today dnt find me de?"
YY:"just wake up.."
Me:"o..then continue ur sleep lah.."
like tat...he dnt reply me anymore...haiz...
tat day he ask me y dnt support he...
actually i wanna told YY tat....i will olwez support he de...
hope he will really put 100% heart to me...i dont k last time how bad is he...i trust tat....things can change...ppl oso can change d...i dnt mind wat he done b4...important is now....
♥YungYung & LeiLei♥

"worry"..but it's not my turn...

dono why...heart feel like wanna open friendster today...
i saw ZHU view me..i view back he..
seems his life is good now...i post a comment to he..
i said:"hey,how r u? life seem good..^^"
like tat...saw ZHU's gf...seems she very love him..^^
but suddenly...fong ni find me...
i feel that it must got something happen!!
so...........
i knew ZHU get in hospital oledi...
i felt shocked when fong ni told me...
felt worry about he...donno he how le...
but it's not my turn to worry...-.-"
i just can ask fong ni how is he...that's i can do it...wanna go visit he but not dare...
anyway.....
hope he will get well so0n..and his gf will always beside him...

Nothing's Gonna Change My ♥Love♥ For YOU

If I had to live my life without YOU near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With YOU I see forever so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our ♥love♥ will lead the way for us
Just like a guiding star
I'll be there for YOU if YOU should need me
YOU don't have to change a thing
I ♥love♥ YOU just the way YOU are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help YOU see forever too
I don't want to live without YOU
YOU oughta know by now how much I ♥love♥ YOU
One thing YOU can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than YOUR love
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my ♥love♥ for -YOU-

SUNDAY..

yesterday(sunday) was a hot day..i had been go Dewi's home for open house lunch..AhPeng fetch me...^^ after lunch me and he had been go Karambrunai leh..*happY*^^ v actually go !borneo for a movie d...but he tat lazy guy...lazy go...-.-" make me feel a bit dissapointed...but happy to0 go Karambrunai..coz i long long long long time dnt go thr le...luckily had he...if not dono when i'm gonna to thr...
*actually he is a go0d guy..but both of us really dnt have those "yuan fen" to those relationship..is me not match he...he rich,lo0k go0d,likes "shi wen" d girl...-.-" me? hmm....not rich,lo0k not go0d enuf,smoking,clubbing,beers,lo0ks "kasar"...all bad d things stay with me...i think if who be his gf must veli "xing fu"..^^me...must dnt so lucky...when i;m in primary sch...i like he..he knew it...but he dnt had any action...veli sure tat...tiz type d girl same as me...he DONT like..now...i keep like he oso no use...dono izit v r friendship tat olwez think in my mind? hope i wont b crazy again and again...me not as lucky as other girls....they so "xing fu"..bf siak,love,like.....but me...olwez busy on those relationship things.. [HOPE HE CAN FIND A GIRL THAT HE VERY LOVE ONE...ahpeng..dnt so playful..dnt olwez let others girl tot u r playboy..k?be nice to her..U MUST LET HER KNOW THAT SHE IS THE MOST LUCKY GIRL IN THE WORLD]...^^ jia you..*

想念你的我..

这几天下了几场大雨..天气不怎么样..

我好想念你哦..好想告诉你最近发生的事情...
最近不知怎么了,有好几个男生对我有意思...
我都不懂该怎么办...好想你在我身边...
我不喜欢他们...好奇怪...T.T
你在哪里? 我好累,好害怕...
我不喜欢他们缠着我...好讨厌...
为什么你的电话通了,却没有人接...
你又想像上次那样吗? 又想躲开我哦?
求求你....不要再这样了好吗?
我累了....我不想求你了....
我真的需要你....真的很需要你...
你在我身边好吗? 可以理我吗?
可以不要再一次一次的离开我吗?

｡-‿◕｡1st of Oct..｡-‿◕｡

today is the 1st of October..1month pass again...time pass very fast..
i was always think back that.............................
身边的朋友都说我傻,只因为我还挂念着你...
我会一直守候你到每个明天...
你的过去我不能重来,我只想和你共同到未来...
你却毫不在意,不在乎...
你要明白我爱你..
你却没有为我掉过一滴眼泪...
给我感觉总是没有未来的我们,我只是想要你明白...
爱你,是我的幸福...
对你我充满了希望..希望你可以有一天真正的明白...
我真的鼓起了多少的勇气...谅解你的过去..一次又一次...
我只想对你说出我心中的那句话....
=我爱你=
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