hemm..Long time dnt write blog le..=) busy for my study..assignment..yamcha yamcha..driving car round here round thr..till no time write blog le..haha..=D
haiz..just now went to watch movie with fongni,kang,ahZhun n ahZhu..
so suprise that he will went to watch movie with us..^^
i went to fetch he..and ahZhun to0..when at car he suddenly said that he break with his gf to ahZhun..hmm...dono he izit wanted intent to talk in front of me..*mayb i think to0 much le* -.-"
after finish watched movie..kang,fongni n ahZhu went to play game at FunSquare..
me and ahZhun sit outside and talk talk..v talk many about ahZhu..haiz..
ahZhun told me that..i'm in his *heart* list now..haiz..
suddenly give me those problem again..dono want how..T.T
so confuse..i keep thinking keep thinking..
did i still love he? did i? how bout YOU?
haiz...want YOU to prove it to me..FAST~!!
if not..mayb..i'm going to do the craziest thing..*accept back ahZhu*
actually...i'm not going to act ahZhu as YOUr "dai ti ping"..
ahZhu is a good guy..he really good..the best bf that i ever met..
but..my heart not listen to me..keep thinking of YOU..
LAST...
want mention that YOU and ahZhu are different ppl..different world..
both of you got good and got bad..different..
not want ahZhu b YOUr "dai ti ping"
i got heart with he to0..but not as much as YOU..

31st Dec'09 went to FireflY countdown for a NEW year..=)
1st Jan'10..finish countdown..continue our clubbing time..haha..=D
12.05am YOUR call was coming..my biao jie imprudence wrong click and reject YOUR call...she told me!! i felt shocked..i quickly borrow my biao jie's bf phone ran out and called YOU...(*my phone no credit jor..T.T) YOU said YOU dont want i get hurted..so YOU dnt find me..do YOU know? YOU dnt find me..i get MORE HURT!!!
i cant accept YOU gave me the answer was like that..i cant!!! i really dont know what YOU want..if YOU dont love me..pLease!!! TELL ME..!!! i wont so hurt..
i CRY for..YOUR sudden called..
i CRY for..YOU said YOU miss me..(*not very trusted!!)
i CRY for..YOU still remember me in the NEW YEAR..
i CRY for..why YOU miss ME!!
i miss YOU..
i do really miss YOU much..
i do very LOVE YOU much..
why when i gonna to put YOU in my heart for not talking about YOU forever..
YOU will always suddenly appear in my LIFE again..!!
why?
why?
please...i do really hope that YOU will tell me YOU dont love me anymore..i dont want like a fool who always waiting for YOU everyday everytime everysecond and every 3years again and again..!!!

-MOODy-