喜欢你是个错误吗?

为什么你总是当我是透明的? 得空就会想到我,找我...

为什么? 喜欢就隔几天找我,打给我...难道我在你心中真的那么好"利用"吗?

我真的不明白...我喜欢你,你就得这样对我是天经地义吗?

你觉得我不会再离开你吗? 说真的...我的心是非常渺小的..

我真的不能一次又一次的承受你这样对我的态度...你明白吗?

不要常常把"很累"当作你的借口..我听的很厌烦了...

就算你真的累..找找我和你分享一下有那么难吗?

我不需要你24小时都找我...我只要你每天的一通电话就足够了..就那么的一通...

我已经很满足了...我对你的要求并不多...我要的很简单,只想和你分享喜怒哀乐...

我有时觉得自己很傻,很笨...为什么那么喜欢你...为什么要让你知道我有多么喜欢你...

那么久了,你就是不能完成你答应过我的事...

我真的好累好累...

我不想向你埋怨那么多,怕你觉得烦,有压力...

我只能把心里不愉快的写在这里,只有这样,我的心比较好受...

what should I do?

ho0..1week didn't write blog le..14th i had knew a guy..

his name is DiDi..hmm...

dono why..after few days he mou din din take chance from me..

i felt shocked..i dono how..

i knew i had do wrong thing again..i gave he a chance..

i knew i should not lie he..

but when i think YOU olwez do wrong things to me..

i will feel sad and had a impulsion

to do something to make me not so sad..

haiz..now me..dono wan how..i just feel guilty to he..

he treat me very very go0d..

he is a go0d man although sometimes malu malu to me..^^

wat should i do? anyone can tell me? T.T

if i told YOU, will YOU forgive me?

YOUR love to me is't will become less already?

haiz...feel so stress now..

seem my love story many unlucky things will olwez happen

and never stop..

i dont wan like that...

when YOU will come beside me? when?

i dont want others thing olwez lead on to me..

i dont want!!! =(

i just want god go0d,happy happy and blessedness together

with YOU only...

forgive YOU izit my best choice?

yesterday u cal me..i felt shocked...

when talked with u, i cry..

i cry because i never think that i can hear ur voice again..

u told me that u at KL working now..

u told me that u didn't choi me is because

u dont wan me sad of ur leaving me alone at KK..

haiz...

dono why..i dono how to angry anymore..

i dnt mad at u...

i just felt that u leave me so far o0..

but nevermind lah...u just go there for work...

like that i dnt think much...we together back le...

dono forgive u is it my best choice..

hope u wont leave me alone again...

心理测验

刚才我在Facebo0k做了一个心理测验...

问题是:你的伴侣真正适合你吗?

我测我和你...知道测验的结果是什么吗?

是４１％－７０％而已---"适合吧"..．

还注明我们的关系需要再加把劲...
还说...我们不是不适合，但我们俩的生活方式需要改进...

爱情不是理所当然的,记得爱情是需要我们的时间和精力去经营的...

偶尔讲讲彼此初次见面的情景,讲讲心里话,共同的生活...

试着去更了解彼此,那我们就是那天造地设的一对了...

我觉得蛮准的...可是这些都太迟了...

你已不在我身边...总觉得自己活在灰色地带...

你已变了...

变得不在意我了...

我不懂你...

为了你...我改变...

我不小气...

我不乱发脾气...

为什么就是没有好结局呢?

为什么? 你在哪里...还记得我吗?

我真的真的很喜欢你...T.T

我就站在这里

5days didn't write blog...hmm...
today just feel miss you s0...then i write it...
think back that my cousin always put
小宇's song"我就站在这里"at her MSN's pm...
at the begining....i just feel curios..why she so love this song...
but at the end...i knew it why...
after i listened the song...i felt it's so meaningful...
the lyric which is so touch, so meaningful to me..
i love this song so much...this song seem wrote about YOU and me..
the lyric which is this:

這一次你 转身比从前都快

两个人的小角落里 就这么缺了一块

我没有关系 你只是暂时走开

既然说好了要一起 怎么可能忘记呢

我想我会好好继续写完你和我的爱

如果你只是想旅行 累了随时回来

我就站在这里 从来不曾离去

不管以后什么困难 若想到我

你会知道 我就站在这里

从来不曾放弃 就算我知道

你已变了 变得不在意

我还在这里

分手而已 我想你忘了说开

直到看到你们一起 撑着我们的雨伞

我没有关系 你只是换个人爱

希望他会比我珍惜 会唱你喜欢的歌

我想我会好好继续 写完你和我的爱

如果你只是想旅行 累了随时回来

我就站在这里 从来不曾离去

不管以后什么困难 若想到我

你会知道 我就站在这里

从来不曾放弃 就算我知道

你已变了 变得不在意

我还在这里

我只能假装你还在 虽然有一点孤单

想到你的承诺 和那些承诺

再听不见了而 我 却一直在难过

oh~i don't know why~

oh~i don't know why~

oh~i don't know why~

~HE~

hmm..3days dnt write blog le..-.-"

feel like this blog i just wrote anout he...

the special HE...T.T

except that...i really donno wanna write what...

because i think in my brain all is HE...

HE...i love the most...i he miss the most..i like the most...

haiz...i donno who should i shout out about he...

i just can write it here..the place that i can abreaction how much i care HE...

if for others people...mayb they will think that a boring things...

but for me...it's a very important things...

hmm...i so hope 1day HE will saw i write...saw what am i feel when HE is dissapear from my life...

"i dont care where YOU are...how YOUR life now...

remember that LEiLEi will miss YOU always..love YOU always...waiting for YOU..." T.T

what a WONDERFUL nite.^^

it's coming 1am..i stil awake...

just because not feeling well..

i get cough sore throat..-.-"

so wretchedness...T.T but b4 that..
still went out with fren yamcha

and on9 at Upperstar..^^

Xuan,my best fren lai d..on9 o0..^^

























this is my hot lemon drink..get cough so cant have cold drink..T.T




after that..
we had next round..
having a meal at cha diam..hehe^^

Xuan n Fong Ni..^^
we are the bestiest..=P

















that's me n xuan d meal..hehe...
kuey teow fried with "shu ham"..
love it...delicious...^^

Buddies topic & Lei's feeling

today is 1st of August...it's a new day...T.T
yesterday i had a reuni0n nitez with my buddies...
v talk so many...knew their own new life..some of them confuse on their love story...included me..-.-"
Karen told me that she liked d guy will back to kk so0n from KL on October...but don't know why...both of them like each other...but still dnt together..-.-"
Yvonne told me that her x-lover n her x's gf...she told me that d girl had deleted all mail that she sent to her x-lover...
when i heard it...i feel mad...mad with the guy and also the suckzz cheap girl....
how come the guy treat Yvonne like this?
if he really don't love her should told her early...i knew Yvonne so love he...i knew it...but what can i do to help her? i don't want see my best friend like this....T.T
now is my turn...they ask me is it still miss YOU...
i stuck...i don't know how to answer...but my heart really still thinking of YOU...
i still remember that the fourth time that we had been together back was 20th of April 09...
if now u haven dissapear so suddenly...i think we had been together 3month14days(include today) already...

i think we are still the happpiest and sweetiest couple in the world....but all just a dream...won't happen in my life since the day u leave me...i love YOU...i miss YOU so much...hope you will feel it..