what should I do?

ho0..1week didn't write blog le..14th i had knew a guy..

his name is DiDi..hmm...

dono why..after few days he mou din din take chance from me..

i felt shocked..i dono how..

i knew i had do wrong thing again..i gave he a chance..

i knew i should not lie he..

but when i think YOU olwez do wrong things to me..

i will feel sad and had a impulsion

to do something to make me not so sad..

haiz..now me..dono wan how..i just feel guilty to he..

he treat me very very go0d..

he is a go0d man although sometimes malu malu to me..^^

wat should i do? anyone can tell me? T.T

if i told YOU, will YOU forgive me?

YOUR love to me is't will become less already?

haiz...feel so stress now..

seem my love story many unlucky things will olwez happen

and never stop..

i dont wan like that...

when YOU will come beside me? when?

i dont want others thing olwez lead on to me..

i dont want!!! =(

i just want god go0d,happy happy and blessedness together

with YOU only...