Friday, May 27, 2011

just A message..the only ONE message..

what you told me..all are right..all you said all are right..
sorry, i shouldn't make you feel annoying..
i donno what should i do just the best..
didn't find you? scared you think much..
wait you find me? you will told me when you are busy, you will forgot..
or anything else just the best for you?
tell me!!! :'(
i'm expect much to what you said..just because i trust you..
but you..again and again to hurt me..
nowadays, as your gf..think to give you a call..i need use few hours to think "can i call you? should i call you? am i disturb you?"
all just because you suddenly lost contact with me!!
just a msg that i request..just that ONE msg only..
you use perfunctory me to let it passed..
i'm trust..i'm trusting you..
but sometimes, when i happy i finally found you..
the answer that you gave me..always the hurting word..
your mad,your fierce,your scold...
all the words just like a needle pierce my heart..
what should i do?
you know i worry you..but u keep hurt and hurt and hurt me...
said i think far far...why i just really want to caring you,you dnt give me a chance?
you again and again to misunderstanding me..i dnt think far already..just want to know "finish work? reach work place le? reach papar le?" like that...just give me a msg..
just want to let you know i'm care you, worry you..scared you mad..:'(

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

:'( hurt so deep

miss you a lot..
cant fall asleep..
when good mood, keep feel sorry to me..
when tired,sleepy,keep hurt me deeply..
hubby,what you think actually?
are you willing to treat me like that? :(
hurt so deep tonight.. :(
miss you so much~

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

you are busy

calm down myself to remind myself "You're Busy.."
not to disturb u, not to annoying you..
even though you are not so busy as i imagine..
i'm JUST wait.. :'(

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Listen

i am sad..is really sad..you know how sad am i, when i talk so long time, i ask back what i'm talking about..you answer me you dnt listen..will you feel heart pain for me, that i wait till you finish work and back home everyday? will you sad to0,if listen me cry? can i ask,how much word should i save to tell you all that i wanna share with you in every single night? can i ask,did i have the chance to share my things to you every single night too? can i ask, can i have the chance to stay beside you?
can i ask, do u know "i love you", is always the most truth word that i said to you? do you know "i miss you", is i'm damn miss you now? i hope you know i miss you..i hope you know i love you.. :'( i dnt like cry..just dono how to release my sadness..cry is the best way for me..if i can tahan, i won't cry infront of you..i won't cry through our phone talk..sorry.. :'(

2nd time on this month

haiz..against~ a bad news for me..
nevermind lah..
xi guan jiu hao..
LOL..
i just dnt want u think to0 much..
later at there bad mood..
ya..i'm really happy hubby promise me..
i'm waiting..waiting..waiting..
when i'm holiday,hubby let me to accompany u for 3days..
that hubby promise me said confirm the 3days..
i know, it wont so easily..i know it..
that day ask u, next week your road tax can be done?
u also dono how answer me...me already know le..
i'm dissapointed..i'm really dissapointed..
this month..it's the 2nd time u broke your promise..
but, what can i do?
i dnt want look like a child keep argue with u..
i dont want u feel i'm not understanding u..
i just can think for your situation to make my heart more comfortable..:'(

Monday, May 9, 2011

-trouble girl-i'm always

you said you appreciate how much i care you..
but, why my heart keep bleeding..
JUST HOPE you HAVE A TOPIC WITH ME.. ;(
i don't want "hmm..","ah..","oh.."~
i will feel i'm annoying..
just wanna find a little time talk with you..
today you seem moody..
am i really trouble girl?
make you feel stress always?
what should i do?
when i share with you my problem, i scare you will more fan nao..
when i didn't share with you, i think i'm really in trouble, i don't know how to settle, i just got you to share..
if you are OK, then said OK..
if you are not OK, please don't lie at me..
i can feel through our talking..
you are so cold today..
am i think much?
am i guess wrong?