my self-fighteous

super super bad mood today..Today we have the unpleasant..I do not like today, you said something heavy, you said from the beginning to now I did not even know you..you know I How sad? is my fault, my self-righteous to think you really know you..I'm sorry you feel bad..you know what the feeling of heartache? I quite understand.."heartache "is engraved in my heart forever..I think you will understand my reason..I do not mind I think you will understand..I thought I give you the confidence you will understand..I think I my love will let you forget the unhappy past..is my fault..sorry..I had not understood..all you said time will tell all..but why you are so quickly recognized me? how about you said de time? Why you always say not enough know!!!! why can be so quick to identify what kind of person I am? because of the mistakes, would be so cold? Do you know, I remember what you said, I remember what I've done..but it does not mean I do not turn over..I do not think you are a drag, because two people love each other and together with, I said, no one is perfect..Do not think that who is who drag..every time you when you discuss our problems..i hate the feeling..because I do not know when your next one message is to tell me..because I do not want to hear what you have to give up on me, I understand the information you enough .. my heart finally healed because of you .. finally meet you, can you please do not give up so easily? Sorry, there is one thing haven tell you .. I'm definitely 100%, believe it or not depends on you..you said what you want to change our minds, no can stop you..what you want me to quit, and if I do not sincerely want to quit, I will not quit the..I quit because I really really want to quit..you said TIME...give a time...how long u want? i really dono...i hate TIME!!!!! ;(

movie movie movie

很想看“陈真”的电影..你约我了..
还蛮期待等下和你去看戏的..
看来你一定是赶不上看戏的时间了..
我也不像你那么累,那么晚在下来找我..
我告诉你再找时间看,你说明天..
本来以为今晚上和你看戏,我的时间都分好了..
这样变来变去,会弄乱我的时间..
你又说星期六,我怕到那天又看不成..
你开口约我,我答应了,也在期待着..
怕到头来又变来变去,我怕星期六又是这样..
对不起我刚才的语气..
算了..没关系..
以后我都等你得空才见我吧..
你都知道我的时间一定分到给你的.. ;(

RavenLee

A few days ago you told me you have thought about giving up me..why?
You really like me, that's not the power should be exhausted to think
about how you solve this problem?
I try hard not to make you worry about me. .
because I really like you ..
i'm willing to do what i can do for you...
I know you have to work to support the family..
sometimes in trouble for money..
in fact I really did not do mean,
I just do not want you think we do not issue,
and I want to talk to you...
well I was very afraid of you tell me you're tired, you want to sleep..
not because if my selfish...
is because everytime the phone with you, I would be very reluctant to..really...
I know I talk a lot of topics, because I just have lots to talk to you..
feel sorry..if I sometimes say that if the topics make you feel uncomfortable..
I hope you understand that I really do not want to lose you..
with you .. I do not want anything..
to have you at my side, I feel comfortable,
very happy,
very safe,
very comfortable..
and sometimes I might say about some topic,
you will wonder why I always talk about money..
I am not the girl who greedy for money..
the money for me really, really not that important..
I have to say, i want the ordinary you,
I really do not want you to do the job..
because everytime you get to see the number of wrong
and have to subsidize
and become moody...
to family and job, you are tough enough..
as a girlfriend, i should support you..
i just listen to you..
feel you..
I do not want to pressure you when talk to you..
so, I would like to make you laugh some topics,
so that you think I am silly..
you happy, I would happily...
please dont misunderstanding my real meaning..
i ♥ you,Raven Lee..

the only YOU

as this type of girl like me really cant think too much..
darling, i felt sad what u had told me..
all is my fault..i never feel regret of our relationship that's why i no need think twice about our relationship..you told me that u are thinking..YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT IT!!
why? why want like that..i just hope to have a long lasting relationship with u only..
with you, i never think to had other new relationship again..all just you the only you..
you know how pain am i now? nothing i can do..ask you..you will always just let me..
i just want to know what are u thinking now..can tell me? from the truth if your heart..did you feel wrong from the start till now? how can i do just will make u confidence of me? how? i want u feel confidence with me..i want u feel happy always with me..i want you feel safety with me..i want u feel comfortable with me..that's all i want..i want u HAPPY..is it so hard?
sorry darling, i know i'm wrong..very sorry..
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry..
i really dont wanna LOST you..
really..please dont leave me alone.. :(

too trusthing

Talked so long that i just know you would not believe me.
I so naive as to think you really do not worry about me.
I really stupid.
what You say I will believe,i never feel doubt on you.
you say no worry about is not worried.
I really Believed.
You tell me that the "do not believe", I really hurt.
From before I went out, my heart wanted to go home early for the next.
so that i will not let you worry about.
sorry for making you think too much.
it's my fauth.
Good Night.

A conclusion after our talks♥

Feel as though you are not good enough for me,

but you are wrong.

Actually you I'm fine, I'm satisfied.

I ask for much,

I like people who just want good to me,

cherish me enough.

Although you gave me not much time,

but, I also like to enjoy the time with you.

I like your thoughtful,

I like you say"i do not know".

Believe me, as a girlfriend,

really good Hope good hope you stood by me at all times.

Pick me up from school every day,

eating,

watching movies,

shopping.

But I can not so selfish.

I have to think for you, understand you.

To tell you the last time,Mr.Lee!!

I have not complained to you before,

please do not think too much.

Also, I do not regret with you,

I understand you,

I cherish every time we meet

And I love you. ♥