真的很想你

尝试不再去想知道你的消息..总是办不到..
不懂究竟是自己的执着还是不肯面对事实..
总会不知不觉地查看你的消息..
慢慢的发觉,你开始渐渐的,快快地远离了我..
现在的我...喜欢用功课来麻醉自己..
喜欢把烦恼放在身边一大堆..
只有这样我才能完完全全用心地去做一件事，
而不是把你放在我脑海中,无时无刻都在想你..
知道你过得很好..都在忙功课..最近还考试..加油咯...

ANGrY!!!!!!!

angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;(
why why why....aLL my fren oso like tat~!!!! 被背叛的感觉很不好受~!! 这次是第二次了~~!!!!!!

模糊的答案

等了那么多天..你终于说出你心里话了..
看了信息后,心里真的不好受...
好不明白..到底发生什么事..
你始终不肯告诉我...为什么要这样..
我宁愿你告诉我,你不喜欢我了还是你觉得我很坏,不喜欢这样的女生..
至少是一个答案..我甘愿...
现在的你,答案都不肯给我...
忧伤涌上心头,没有什么比这更难受..
忍住眼泪想说..真的很想把你挽留..
为什么你要离开我? 是不是我做错什么?
心好痛..是不是我付出的不够多?
曾经爱的那么深都付出所有..到最后还是我一个..现在也是一样..
你说过"i wiLL regret if i don't meet you, i wiLL regret if i miss you out.."
现在你却对我说我们没结果...
原来所谓的爱情是这样脆弱..
现在只好安慰自己说别太过执着.
.默默自己一个接受你做出这自私的决定...
因为我相信你..

The "4th" DaY

15-3-2010=The 4th DaY=
sing yee birthday..went spot pub with her..and her bf and her bf's cousin...
dono y...when saw her feeL wanna CRY..
feeL that she so safety to me..
mayb for me,she is the ppl who can make me listen more to her..
AND you..Mit caLL u out..u dnt wan..she take my number u give..
but u never ask me wat happen she take my number...
then sing yee try to caLL u...u dnt ans..*mayb u faLL asleep again..nvm geh..*
but when i'm home..cant tahan jor...i msg u..wait ur reply..til today,morning..
NO REPLY...haiz...wat happen with YOU actually? T.T *todaY is the last day..*

The "3rd" DaY

14-3-2010=The 3rd DaY=
b4 tiz 30min..starting for a new day..
and also it's the 3rd day..v dnt contact each other..
you reaLLy really so busy o0..T.T
can teLL me wat happeN mah?
damn MISS you..

The "2nd" DaY

13-3-2010=The 2nd Day=
mr.bread, YOU really dnt find me le..
mayb YOU really busy with ur examination,assignment n study..
wanna watch "Alice In Wonderland" with YOU..
YOU said "ok" de..
really MISS you..T.T