LeiLei has to start a new n wonderful Life

so happy tat i had an unforgetable 18th belated birthday...thanks u guys...so touch d suprise..so leng d present...really really love u guys...i will appreciate u guys gv me d belated birthday..=)but most suprise and happy tat Mr.P 4low da trip..haha...he really a bad guy...really really bad...haiz..."dont u treat a fren so good can mah...olwez really wan a girl starting like u just happy de u..." hmm...but anyway..today LeiLei is going to have a new start..having a single life start from now...forget d past...forget YOU(Jack)..forget Mr.Y..forget everything bout LOVE..starting concerntrate on my study..dont want always stay at 1point only...i will restart my journey start from Now..LeiLei's life now just has frenzz,family,study..others..not important to LeiLei anymore..LeiLei thinks clearly le...hmm...LeiLei will b guai guai loi..^^ LEILEI NOW WILL HAVING A NEW,GOOD,HAPPY and ENJOYING LIFE WITH HER FRENZ,FAMILY AND COUSIN...thx my biao jie,Laichee olwez support me..thx her...i wont let her dissapoited anymore...wont start a new relationship without meeting...Laichee,LeiLei now will find a good good guy if has chance,so dont worry me...^^

here ME again...gonna write 2nd blog today...-.-"
laichee suddenly told me that Mr.Y's hand terseliuh...
bcoz when he play bsb match,other's team ppl guard him..
make him fall down then kena his hand lur..
she also told me that zw told her his hand is veli bengkak o0...T.T
hmm...heart pain leh..wuhuhu..T.T
so worry he...i ask laichee should i msg he to guan xin...
but laichee told me better dnt...she ask me forget he....
she oso said that if he really ling qing...he early already reply my msg jor...
no need wait till now...T.T
haiz....wanna find he...but...not dare o...scare gv myself hope then break my hope...
Mr.Y,i so MISS you..

give up or continue..

today was a boring day...-.-" dnt go anywhr...just stay at ro0m whole day...thinking wanna complete assignment...but dono y...no mood to do...haiz...just now laichee told me she heard many things bout Mr.Y....she told me to forget it...T.T *SAD* how can like that? why this world realy treat me unfair...i just need a bf who loving me,caring me much oso cant mah? why? Laichee oso told me that...he will change a lot bcoz his 1st love....haiz...i noe he HURT....but Mr.Y, can you dont olwez think all girl in the world is bad de mah? can u try to use ur heart to feel that really really got ppl treat u good de...haiz...v dnt contact each other le...so MISS u...why u so bad!!! why u can leave me alone? why? u promise me d things...u forgot jor mah? haiz...Mr.Y..can give me a answer so that i can put down my feeling to YOU?........T.T

♥my BirthdaY Wishes♥

more 17days...
my birthday is coming...
i just have a wish......
hope Mr.Y will remember and celebrate with me...
And moro he has a bsb match at Dongongon,9pm start..
laichee told me...haiz...
Mr.Y dnt find me pun...
Anyway...hope Mr.Y ♥good luck♥ in His bsb match...=(

❤For Mr.Y❤

Damn bad mood yesterday...dono y..still remember tat Mr.Y said will acc me go hang gai every Saturday...but he seemz forgot jor..haiz..T.T my fren told me said saw he at FireFly...with his fren and cousin...haiz...dono y..i msg he, he dnt reply pun...y he wan do like tat?
Mr.Y,you know i miss you de mah? You mamy days dnt find me le...why you like tat de? when i said break,you ask me to forgive...when together back,you just let me alone...you pakto memang like tat de ar? i'm your gf lur...you said feel stress,you tot me wont worry de mah? you tot me dnt want support you de mah? me oledi said tat i will always beside you...but you what also dont want to tell me...how ar? what's the pproblem between you and me actually? haiz....if you dont want me,just say it...i will nothing d...i just want know your heart still have me mah? better than looks like tai lin ngong...just always wait you wait you...what also dont know de me need you...i need you!!! need your caring, loving...
❤miss you always,Mr.Y❤

to ♥Mr.Y♥

Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y
一开始, 我以为,爱本来会很容易...
所以没有经过允许就把你放心里..
.直到后来有一天,你对我的态度...
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以...
我感动天感动地,怎么感动不了你...
明明知道你不会改变,却越来越喜欢你...
总相信爱情会有奇迹,都是我骗自己...
保持不被刺痛的距离...
怕你觉得烦...尽量少联络...
想念你...怕你不喜欢我一直找你...
怕你所谓的自由空间没有了....
就算早已忘了我自己...却还想要知道你怎样..
离开你,却求我原谅...
在一起,我永远是透明...
生病时,需要你的爱,你却不在...
想念你,还要考虑你的心情...害怕烦到你...
你到底想要怎样?
我就是这样...偏偏喜欢上你...
伤感的故事,谁真的爱听...
特别是你...怎么忍心...
转变一下有那么难吗?
对你的感情,一直累积...
我应该怎么办?
Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y♥Mr.Y ♥Mr.Y