Wednesday, May 18, 2011

:'( hurt so deep

miss you a lot..
cant fall asleep..
when good mood, keep feel sorry to me..
when tired,sleepy,keep hurt me deeply..
hubby,what you think actually?
are you willing to treat me like that? :(
hurt so deep tonight.. :(
miss you so much~

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

you are busy

calm down myself to remind myself "You're Busy.."
not to disturb u, not to annoying you..
even though you are not so busy as i imagine..
i'm JUST wait.. :'(

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Listen

i am sad..is really sad..you know how sad am i, when i talk so long time, i ask back what i'm talking about..you answer me you dnt listen..will you feel heart pain for me, that i wait till you finish work and back home everyday? will you sad to0,if listen me cry? can i ask,how much word should i save to tell you all that i wanna share with you in every single night? can i ask,did i have the chance to share my things to you every single night too? can i ask, can i have the chance to stay beside you?
can i ask, do u know "i love you", is always the most truth word that i said to you? do you know "i miss you", is i'm damn miss you now? i hope you know i miss you..i hope you know i love you.. :'( i dnt like cry..just dono how to release my sadness..cry is the best way for me..if i can tahan, i won't cry infront of you..i won't cry through our phone talk..sorry.. :'(

2nd time on this month

haiz..against~ a bad news for me..
nevermind lah..
xi guan jiu hao..
LOL..
i just dnt want u think to0 much..
later at there bad mood..
ya..i'm really happy hubby promise me..
i'm waiting..waiting..waiting..
when i'm holiday,hubby let me to accompany u for 3days..
that hubby promise me said confirm the 3days..
i know, it wont so easily..i know it..
that day ask u, next week your road tax can be done?
u also dono how answer me...me already know le..
i'm dissapointed..i'm really dissapointed..
this month..it's the 2nd time u broke your promise..
but, what can i do?
i dnt want look like a child keep argue with u..
i dont want u feel i'm not understanding u..
i just can think for your situation to make my heart more comfortable..:'(

Monday, May 9, 2011

-trouble girl-i'm always

you said you appreciate how much i care you..
but, why my heart keep bleeding..
JUST HOPE you HAVE A TOPIC WITH ME.. ;(
i don't want "hmm..","ah..","oh.."~
i will feel i'm annoying..
just wanna find a little time talk with you..
today you seem moody..
am i really trouble girl?
make you feel stress always?
what should i do?
when i share with you my problem, i scare you will more fan nao..
when i didn't share with you, i think i'm really in trouble, i don't know how to settle, i just got you to share..
if you are OK, then said OK..
if you are not OK, please don't lie at me..
i can feel through our talking..
you are so cold today..
am i think much?
am i guess wrong?

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

每一次想你

每一次想你,我都会忍不住责怪自己..
是否做得还不够好,眼看着你慢慢在变..
对我说话会有不耐烦了,不像以前了..
我真的会想很多很多..因为我真的不明白..
虽然朋友都用体贴话语来安慰我..
安慰我,不让我乱想..
不管怎样,能给我幸福的人就只有你..
明白吗? 我还在,可以记得我吗? ;(