broken heart

你只想不透你自己要什么...那我呢? 我要什么你知道吗?

sorry darling dnt tell you that♥

just finished through your called,not sleepy..
on the phone,you told me that this year your birthday your friend will help you celebrated..i felt shocked..suddenly aLL my planned gone already..
i thought you wiLL celebrate with me on 23rd..the only date that your birth..
i dnt blame you darling..
just thought your birthday i wiLL be the people organized your birthday..
because you told me before that your 21st birthdya wont so big celebrated..
hmm...i think:"not good..not good..must do something special for you.."
*from the present start*
think wanna do a handmade card for you..
coz handmade mah..sure special one..=)
present think wanna buy something special..
make a handmade cake for you..=)
think wanna ask laichee them..celebrated with you..
at least wanna sing a birthday song to you..
*next,the location celebrated..sure wiLL be secret one..shhh~~..=D* hmm...although not a big celebrate for you..
at least,wiLL make u feel warm...
hmm..nevermind lah..still got next year..next next year..
darling, if you saw this post..
please dont unhappy..
please dont blame yourself..
is i dnt follow you to PaPar one..
and i also know you hope i was beside you on that happy time
BUT i just scared will make trouble to you..
i just hope nothing trouble things make you worry
And your birthday will be the most happiest people on your own party..
hope you dont mind..
♥LOVE♥ you..

SAD

feel stress..dono wanna type what at here..just think here is the place that my feeling will shout-out at here..darling..i dono why...can tell me actually what happen? T.T so suffer you know? i dont want just be a fool here...i wanna know what happen actually...i wanna know!! last night i think whole night..i still dono what's the problem now! i keep cry and cry and cry..i'm waiting for you until i fall asleep..you just reply me at 5.07am with a short msg that i donowhat's the meaning about..just-->"Sorry..is my fault..soon will be okay de..nite nite dear.." i'm happy because we 2gether already 1month le..although it's short time..but the feeling for me is different! i will appreciate you..you promise me..you will told me your problem..but..since last friday till now..izit you stil angry me? last friday,both of us contact lost so many many many le..i dont want like tat..i want you still the same..stil the same darling without change anything bah..!! if u happy,then happy..if you really mad or sad,please dont face it alone ok? you still have ME..anything,you can just tell me..if it is my false,please tell me..i will change it..I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU,LOVE YOU SO MUCH..please dnt make anything that can change our relationship..i MISS you..T.T

to my MR.Lee

so miss you my darling.. T.T
hmm..felt shocked this morning you will called me..haha XD
just very happy..=)
last night..sorry for making you worry darling... T.T
i really not in good mood that time..
just will go drink with friend.. =(
darling..very sorry..
and sorry about sometimes my altitude was so rude..
when you really tired of whole day worked..
but i'm still holding you to continue talked phone with me..
coz i really very so so so damn miss you.. =)
thank you for my darling's understanding,accommodate me..
i wiLL always beside you,my darling Mr.Lee~ =D

My Darling -YOU-

Unconsciously we have be together 2weeks and 4days le..=)
hmm..although only see you once a week..it is enough for me..
My darling YOU are the fool, whatever, is the lack of confidence..><
i like your good..
i like your concern..
i love you aLL..aLL the way you treat me..
i do not want you to use all the love for me..
As long as you have,no matter how deep,i would like you..
Your heart is a maze,require very long time to reach the destination..
However,it does not matter..
I have plenty of heart,and strive to find the destination that i want..
And the love that you believe..=)

♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸Tummy¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

tummy,喜欢在你身上留下属於我的印记，
却不曾记起你从未属於过我...=(
如果有一天，
不再喜欢你了，
我的生活会不会又像从前那样堕落，颓废...
我不想再要那样的生活...

所以，

在我还没有放弃你之前...

请你,

至少要喜欢上我...=)