｡-‿◕｡1st of Oct..｡-‿◕｡

today is the 1st of October..1month pass again...time pass very fast..
i was always think back that.............................
身边的朋友都说我傻,只因为我还挂念着你...
我会一直守候你到每个明天...
你的过去我不能重来,我只想和你共同到未来...
你却毫不在意,不在乎...
你要明白我爱你..
你却没有为我掉过一滴眼泪...
给我感觉总是没有未来的我们,我只是想要你明白...
爱你,是我的幸福...
对你我充满了希望..希望你可以有一天真正的明白...
我真的鼓起了多少的勇气...谅解你的过去..一次又一次...
我只想对你说出我心中的那句话....
=我爱你=
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( . .) ♥ ♫
c('')('')

sick DAY..T.T

today is a rainy day..i'm getting sick to0...haiz...
miss YOU...-.-" y cant call u d? os miss YOU...
i'm sick...do YOU know? want YOU care me more...T.T

about YOU..

when i am missing YOU...i am going listen to a song sing by Jay.."蒲公英的约定"
when i am thinking of YOU...i am going to remember all our memories...
when i am loving YOU...i am going to hate myself by loving YOU...
when i am sad because of YOU...i am going to cry...
when i am dissapointed of YOU...i am going to miss YOU more...
when i am angry at YOU...i am going to love YOU so deep...
when i am hating YOU...i am going to thinking of YOU...

i cry because of YOU...
i sad because of YOU...
i dissapointed because of YOU..
i broken heart because of YOU...
i discomposure because of YOU...
i heartache because of YOU...

i hate i love YOU so..
i hate i miss YOU so..
i hate i think YOU so much...

AGAIN.....T.T

two more weeks dnt write blog le...dono want write what..haiz..

today miss YOU so muchie..

do YOu know?

YOU dissapear again le..

again and again..repeat and repeat...

i so miss YOU..

漫长的等候让人特别的失落..that's true...

i wait YOU...do YOU know?

i dont want repeat and repeat say again...

i want YOU prove to me...

but YOU dont..what should i do now?

do YOU still treat me as YOUR girlfriend?

do YOU? i so suffer...

喜欢喜欢就找我..我不是你的玩具!!!!!

你想怎样? 可以告诉我吗? 我快疯了...

不停地想着你有用吗?

我觉得自己好像自作多情...

你总是告诉我,你很爱我....到底有多爱?

有我爱你那么爱吗?我只想要你确定的答案....

你想继续吗?

我真的好累好累了....

为了你而哭泣...为了你流泪...为了你......

什么都是你...

你有想过我吗? 和你在一起....

我总是在改变....我不想像以前那样...

喜欢喜欢就生气你...

你可以为我做什么?

我真的真的很想念你...

Again and Again..

just now YOU told me some suprising thing..

i feel sad..

i dnt angry YOU..

just feel dissapointed with YOU..

why YOU always like tat?

YOU keep asking me to forgive YOU..

not i dont want to forgive YOU...

is i forgive YOU until lazy to forgive YOU again..

i trust YOU always..

i not dont want trust..

is i trust YOU until lazy to say YOU liao..

haiz..please..

i beg YOU...

please dont again and again to hurt me again..

please..

i will still love YOU always...

please give me some safety d feel on YOU..T.T

-YOU-in the 1st day of September

it's the 1st day of September..a new month is coming..^^
i'm still the same..nothing special change on me...i'm still me..
i'm still the girl who fall in love with YOU..
i'm still the girl who living in a world of grey colour...haiz..
yesterday i just realised that in your heart,i'm really not so important to YOU..
i feel upset..T.T
i have be observed YOU for few days..
i feel that everytimes i talk with YOU not over 10minutes..ur another phone will rang...
and YOU seem very strained about it...
YOU will always told me :"诶..等下再打回给你.." like that..
but i wait and wait...YOU seem already forgot me..just because that 1call...
when YOU free, YOU call me...
when YOU tired, YOU seem just wanna give me a report that YOU already call me and say wanna sleep early because tomorrow have work...
i donno want how..i really donno..not i dont want to trust YOU...
is YOU seem have something lying at me..can YOU please be honesty with me?
got anything just discuss with me..dont lie at me..i beg YOU...
in my heart, all things is about YOU..i never wanna leave YOU..please dont make me feel dissapointed with YOU again..i wanna tust YOU..i wanna be with YOU forever..